So its reached its breaking point.
The end was seen,
It's stopping point was jolted.
leaving the pain of its happening
well after the "crash" was over.
I could see the accident up the road,
yet I stayed my course
and didn't heed the warnings...
I was a fool...
Now I'm faced with its end,
or a beginning.
I know it should be seen in a different light,
but I cannot look that far forward yet.
I'm still covering my face,
seeing the replay,
hearing the crash.
I'm still broken...
I was in the beginning,
as I am now...
Its time to fix me.
And this is a job Ive now hesitated for awhile.
its my task to complete,
so I can be the person I should be.
The person I should of waited for in my "old beginning".
I wont say time was wasted.
life was good for its season,
now the book is closed,
and the pages have been read.
This lesson wont be forgotten.
I will play its scenes in my mind
for the rest of my life,
and be better because of it.