I found myself looking for you,
a car on the highway,
a person in the store...
The mind can be a tricky beast,
or is it just my own?
I wake up and forget the scenery has changed,
life has diverted from its route,
and now I'm clearing trees to make a path
to somewhere I didn't want to go in the first place.
I'm lost in this forest
And I'm pretty sure I've passed that tree previously
yet is familiarity gives me hope
at least I'm aware of this way
even though its taking me no where.
I want to be angry about this situation
I want to go crazy
yet as my storm rages on the inside
my exterior is calm and returning to "normal" activities..
I presume that is the way it goes
no time for receptivity
just accept and move on....
I have my "happy things"
and the show must go on.
The curtain is being raised,
time for the "Show"