I keep finding myself in this hole.
I have all ability to climb out...
but I wont,
I'm not ready...
And with those words
Im holding on to a memory.
a feeling I was alone with.
can leave a mind in chaos.
So many convictions
and persecutions of yourself.
your grip on the realities of the world,
the person you believed you were,
the "abilities: to see beyond words...
I feel as though I've lost my power
the greatness's that made me,me.....
When I look at myself
its not what I use to see...
this is no one,
I'm struggling to find my way out
but the struggle lies in my mind.
my body has decided to give up
and remains on the ground
forcing my heart to tell the lies to my mind
making me trip back into the hole...
I'm setting up camp here....