I have found no strength in this weakness,
no power in this affliction,
"light at the end of the tunnel".
I'm in the mind to burn it down,
all of it,
"beginning and end"
its "Alpha Omega".
Nothing will deserve its return.
And this will all be gone,
and I will be here...
Left to relish in its ending,
Everything that accompanies it,
And all the unhappiness
is what will make me contented...
I cant wait to see it there.
In its mess...
struggling to escape,
when it was put there by its own hands in the first place.
I was lost without you.
but was even more lost with you....
this has to be over,
I'm just so done.