I want to be happy
as events unfold
I open them with hopes
Im realizing Im a fool...
So much left to learn
and I just keep repeating the same lesson
over and over.
I need this to end,
and I think it will begin here,
I have the ability to change my sky
yet I ask myself
why do I keep painting it the same?
Allowing myself to be taken for granted
Because sometimes its glitter and shine on the outside
and rotten and decayed within.
I wanted to live on the outside of it.
I wanted this to be different
but instead it was just a different part
of the same story.
Ive not learned my lesson
Im still struggling to figure it all out
But now Im lost...
I'm cutting the ties of my unhappiness
letting go of the things that I cant tolerate
allowing people to be who they are
and not change anyone.
Im 100% of who I am
take it or leave it
I wont wait to be accepted or appreciated...
That time is over
and this time is now.