I woke up today and submerged myself
In thoughts so negative I purged.
Decided I needed to be in the water
I took a shower only to plunder.
Lying down, the water fell upon me
Until I could only hear the thoughts
Of the flood pouring out of me.
My ears were filled with the rumbling of droplets so fierce
Until the water filled my ears.
Engulfed in the fluidity of no gravity
Mentally yearning for centrally located reality.
Pestering thoughts are still unrest
I lay still at best
Hoping to release thoughts from my chest
Of thumping hearts distressed.
So I let it rise.
Up to my eyes.
And wouldn't you know it my tears blended
Morphing effortlessly into its surrounding.
With no detection no witnesses to see
No trace at all , poor me.
Dangerous thoughts that lead
Drowning beneath the sea of me.
Falling lower and lower submerging completely
I thought for a moment I could breathe.
Only to realize I'm not Whitney.
We all need a release
But the tub is not place to be napping.