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    dots Submission Name: I close my eyes Finaledots

    Author: keestu
    ASL Info:    32/male/Sydney
    Elite Ratio:    5.61 - 153/95/116
    Words: 220
    Class/Type: Misc/Longing
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       She was never there to begin with. Her name is Happiness and I bid adieu to this world....6 Dec 2015

    In my mind:
    I look around me now, there is nothing there...
    A light gleaming through above, Two galaxies churning on the top and bottom of my burnt out body. The person with the heart cut his noose and left. Being dragged in...slowly

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    dotsI close my eyes Finaledots

    I open my eyes for the last time as I see my end is near...

    I watched myself die; my greed, my pride, my life and so it did.
    Even death would stay so far and not embrace me to be happy.
    I watched my childish self, burnt alive within its own flames.

    Oh, how a life came to the plank of darkness,
    to be thrown in eternity of which there is no emotion.

    I watched myself turn around for the last time as she would not embrace me.
    She never existed...a dream that never came true in the history of this tiny soul.
    A dead soul walking the plank, has never been a time where a soul wanted to die.

    Oh, how a life came to an end without knowing what happiness means.

    I watch myself moving towards eternity, I open my eyes to see the end.
    There it is, my life says; and my heart cut loose of itself to die before my body did.
    A 'nothing' being dragged with a gleaming red heart of life.

    I smile as I feel nothing, a charred body moves as a dead soul dies.

    In the end, all I can say...My dear God...

    You win the war...Are you happy now?

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    ||| Comments |||
      would you prefer
    when poets die
    that their souls sift
    through another sky

    a bright lance
    children wish upon
    as elders molt
    and close the song...

    Just some thoughts on yours.
    | Posted on 2015-11-21 00:00:00 | by rws | [ Reply to This ]
      I’m very fascinated by this writing, the sadness of never finding the meaning to feel happiness. I’m not thrilled by the uncertainty of sadness or the emotion behind it but the painting that you picture. If there was a pain that is ever so greater it’s to learn to accept then grow and become numb. The resemblance of burning and the plank strike this piece with a little character. I enjoyed your writing thanks for sharing.

    | Posted on 2015-11-09 00:00:00 | by faideddarkness | [ Reply to This ]

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