I open my eyes for the last time as I see my end is near...
I watched myself die; my greed, my pride, my life and so it did.
Even death would stay so far and not embrace me to be happy.
I watched my childish self, burnt alive within its own flames.
Oh, how a life came to the plank of darkness,
to be thrown in eternity of which there is no emotion.
I watched myself turn around for the last time as she would not embrace me.
She never existed...a dream that never came true in the history of this tiny soul.
A dead soul walking the plank, has never been a time where a soul wanted to die.
Oh, how a life came to an end without knowing what happiness means.
I watch myself moving towards eternity, I open my eyes to see the end.
There it is, my life says; and my heart cut loose of itself to die before my body did.
A 'nothing' being dragged with a gleaming red heart of life.
I smile as I feel nothing, a charred body moves as a dead soul dies.
In the end, all I can say...My dear God...
You win the war...Are you happy now?