Dear self, you are a person with inconceivable talent and boundless dreams yet actively regards ones self at pentacle moments. A person who figures and identifies others shortcomings and assist them in correcting theirs but is less likely to correct yours. Even if you are well aware of them! It’s hard to explain a complex person both conscious and physically mindful. However remains reluctant to address ones inners demons. Even more feels comfortable to reveal ones inner demons to others, which is so frustrating. All the while longing for certain aspects of life to change nonetheless, is too hesitant to work towards those changes.