How could you say no to the first person you've ever loved in your life? ...How could you second guess the thought of them being your soulmate, bestfriend, lover; you're everything, when they've done so much for you?...When they've sacrificed more than any other person on this earth has? They've walked a million miles for you; have ruined other relationships to be with you; have come back to you EVERYTIME no matter how much they tried to stay away...after they've raised you & have helped you become the person you are today...? I can't even comphrehend how you could fall out of love with the first person who stole you're heart... Especially when they kept a piece of it so long. To sit there with a layer of water glazing your eyes, looking into his, you skip the step of thinking and jump to answering no. Why? How? He's loved you since he's layed eyes on you, and I know you feel the same... Are you afraid? Afraid of losing him, again? Afraid it's too perfect? ...Or did you really fall out of love with him? Or perhaps reliaze you never did love him? I don't know and neither does he.. and that's not fair. You owe it to him to explain. It's not right when he has to revert to me for an explanation as to why the person he wants to spend the rest of his life with said no to his hand in marrige. You've known him all you're life... You're families are like one. You spent 2 years give or take with him. He's put up with the shredding and rippping of his heart a billion times and was willing to have it shred again... and you still said no. So tell me... Is it fear, or is it a lack of love? |