I was never whole to begin with due to the childhood I was meant to have.
Left my heart full of voids that are practically indescribable
Yet when you came into my life somehow those voids became less hollow.
Throughout the past ten years our time was full of love, happiness, and exploration of this world together…
However, our lives did not always consist of contentment
Our love more often than not was surrounded by desperation
Our happiness was restricted by our personal heartaches
Lifting one another up yet always there to pull each other down…
This disease will do that to do people
Unknowingly taking hostages
Fast-forward to present day.
Those hollow voids within my heart that you somehow were able to soften
Have returned with some sort of vengeance.
For I lost you.
Lost you to an unexplainable disease that is never meant to make sense to me.
No longer here to smooth out my jaded edges I acquired over time
No longer here to spread your music you so lovingly expressed with those whom surrounded you in this life time…
Though my loss for you will not be in vain
For I will be sure everyone I know, knows your name
Takes in your music
Coming to love the soul, I fell in love with so very long ago….