There was no goodbye
It’s too late for that
You left without any indication,
Yet, I should have known better, and I had not a clue
Left with the remanence of our dysfunctional life we shared
Only the memories of us will live on.
New ones can no longer be obtained
Your laughter is that of a faraway whisper that I can hardly remember.
I never got to say goodbye
My heart aches for only one more day with you
I anguish over your last moments on this earth
The loneliness you must have felt
Yet, anger builds within me for you left
Left me here with even more questions than before
I don’t know if we’ll ever meet again
I don’t know where if anywhere, you are.
Searching for so much, lost between what was and what is…