I really want someone to hold my hand
I love to hold someones hand in the movies
And I want someone to hold my hand when I write poetry.
I don't think I want that but it's a nice sentiment. I'm glad you feel safe to write while someone watches and holds your hand. I used to share my work with lovers. I used to read their stuff and we would talk about it. I don't have that now and that is missed. But even then, I needed my "space" for the actual process of writing.