The emptiness inside me,
My fingers are numb,
I'm cold in the summer,
I can't feel my heart.
The memories break my heart,
I treasure them,
But they break my heart.
It died with you.
Walking down the isle of graves,
Loved ones, friends, enemies
All are here.
And you my love.
Sitting beside your picture,
Putting flowers on your side,
My tears water them,
My hands treasure them.
I hate that day,
When the phone rang,
And announced your death...
I hate it!
The nightmare of those days,
I carry with me,
Can't look into other's eyes,
Can't make myself grow past it.
Everyday reminds me of you,
Every park - of your kisses,
Every candle - of your love,
Every night - of your death.
I died with you,
Living is a nightmare,
Existing in this world,
I can't bear more.
I've cried all the tears,
I buried my heart
On that autumn day.
My soul awaits you.
Please, give me help,
Make me want to live,
I can't die every time
I go to bed.
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