the living moment -------------------------------------------
reliving lives i've never lived
to prove the things i never did
it hasn't taken me that far
it doesn't do well for my heart
it's hard enough to hold your hand
and feel like i am still a man
all the cloudy things i see
the long forgotten memories
i don't know
how you know
but maybe you do and i'm just blind
i won't show
as it grows
and slowly takes over my own mind
i'm not telling you at all
the way it feels to take a fall
it's all inside this much i know
the river has me in it's flow
so no matter how hard i swim
i'm bound to go beneath again
i am not playing the same game
this time i think i've gone insane
i don't know
how you know
but maybe you do and i'm just blind
i won't show
as it grows
and slowly takes over my own mind
this feeling always bleeds me dry
i'm left to suffer knowing why
the system stops and i'm alone
lost in the shell of my old home
so no matter how it feels right now
there is an answer without doubt
that after all the pain there is relief
the truth is just that hard to believe
Submission Name: the living moment
