Chasing The Lie -------------------------------------------
Chasing the lie haphazardly
Searching for you
Then again searching for no one at all
For you have moved onto a place, an atmosphere, a spiritual existence
Chasing the lie aimlessly
Only ever thinking of the next time I can get high
knowing I shouldn't nevertheless knowing I just cannot not
It'll begin with a drink
End with a needle
Madly chasing the lie
Its depression
I know this yet the darkness curls itself around me
engulfing every part of me
Hearing I do not deserve to be
Wanting nothing more than what it wants
For me to cease being