I love that full stop on the first and second line -
i don't know how to reckon(pause)
the condition of feeling like i could(pause)
Like these lines are completely at ends with each other linguistically and work so well together in thought. You could have used reconcile instead of reckon but you didn't because the way these sentences stop you dead in your tracks works better for the point of the piece.
There is looking at someone (there is unconditionally) loving them.