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Here I am. Going in. Again. Going against. What I said. To never do. Take a breath. Count to ten. Do what you have to. But now it's Opening wider. Daring me to Peer inside her. The attractions and horrors. The memories. The lores. Temptation Getting The better Of me. Seduced Again By my own Reverie. The madness. The insanity. The sadness and gladness. A mixture of my own mental toxins. My all natural Psychoactive concoctions. I now swallow it down. It grins as I enter. No decision left to make. Will fades. Memory wades. Reality becomes fake. There I go. Lost in my head. Again. |
Oh Goodness yes! Whatever it is that sits on our shoulders has a lot to answer for! only it always gets away unscathed. While we have to face the consequences of yielding to that delicious temptation (or whatever) sometimes it works out for the better although from experience, looking back at my own one minutes of madness it rarely does! what i have learned however is not to beat myself up about it. life has to go on! Thank you for this. J | Posted on 2020-08-01 00:00:00 | by Alter idem | [ Reply to This ] | |