a part of me remembers living a double life
and it will be a matter of years
before you're introduced to the other side
in the silence of a dream i conceived a contraption
not i sit within the wake only afraid of their reactions
what if i was wrong in my naïve perception
maybe i was lost because i couldn't take direction
if i wasn't so stubborn then i wouldn't be this way now
but the way that got me in is the way that gets me out
as much as i would love to take the credit for it now
i am just afraid that's not the way that it works out
so if you heard me well i'd rather keep it to ourselves
i would like the opportunity to truly be my self
i don't care to tell you much but i can get confused
sitting in a room of powder looking for a fuse
Submission Name: computational explosion
