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hold on, Hold On, HOLD ON, Don't Let Me Go...
I know I think too much and allow my emotions to take control,
but my heart is pure for the 1st time, because I've played many games.
I'm madly, deeply in love with you... my soul bears your name.
My self-worth plagues my mind, constantly doubting my worth
to be adored, held up, empowered and challenged for the better.
From my angst & self-loathing you make me feel beautiful again.
So please be patient with me as I deal with self-sabotage,
from fighting the demons in my marriage and its baggage.
To say that I'm emotionally damaged is an understatement.
To admit I now have low self-esteem is a testament.
Yet, while my patience is nonexistent, you are my scorpion libra scale...
With gentle and swift balance, you calm & redirect me well.
I apologize for my thoughts running together,
because it seems that I can never make sense of things anymore.
But at the end of the day, you must know you're my universe
and I'm in your orbit forever.