Iím ready to end this now,
to just stop all the pain.
All my smiles are no longer worth it.
Worth the life that two people have given me.
The only thing that has been given here,
All with an occasional smile that should make every thing all right,
for a while.
I am done,
I am finished,
whatever lies ahead on the other side.
I am now ready to face.
For any type of peace is better then what I have here.
If nothing awaits me.
Then I am ready for nothingness.
For no pain,
I now welcome the cold darkness that awaits me.
The only thing left.
Is to find some one who will help me on my way.
For I am not able to do it my self.
Will you help me?
It does not matter how you do your deed.
Make it violent,
as I sleep.
As long as it is done,
I do not care.
Do what you will with me.
Theirs not much that you can,
that others have not
So end this for me.
Iím ready to have it allÖ