I have fallen many times.
Many times I have held my tongue.
I have taken an oath and it is the reason I still breathe, I cannot throw that away.
Still, not having you threatens to drive me insane.
You truly do not know what you do to me. Do you?
Am I that good at not letting my true feelings show?
I'm I that cold?
Sometimes I have myself convinced, I bye into my own lies, while inside my soul dies.
You have set something in me blaze. Anyways it cannot be I made sure of that you see.
This is my destiny ascension dose not include you see or rather you don't see.
Still my soul fights for you luckily you don't know my heart true, I'll soon escape you
still something in me burns for you.
My heart fights for you, but my mind will never let that be.
It the ancient battle, the Id Vs the ego, Inside I am at war, this war my heart cannot win , for I shal extinguish
this fire.
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