the butterflies are feasting on my insides.
my barbie dolls are rotting out my brain.
the evil of the clown is on my mind
and all you people think that i'm insane
my teddy bear screams softly in the night
his paws over my ears so i can't hear.
in his eyes is my reflection filled with fright,
yet you say that this is not what i should fear.
the monsters, they are there, but you can't see;
they only come when you're not in the room.
they lock the door, but i don't have the key
and i hope that it will all be over soon.
that very near before i reach the end
superman will come and save the day.
i know you don't believe that this could happen;
i know you don't believe a word i say.
in my world it's scary and unreal.
it's full of things you don't believe are true.
in my world there are no happy endings
and superman is really evil too.
just when i think there's no where left to turn
i remember what your world is all about.
i remember that all innocence is raped,
but your world is the only answer out.
so i enter into what you say is real
and i'm caught up in your halocaust of war.
now i don't believe that i am still alive
and i can't believe in my world anymore.
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