Now lately I've been walkin the halls, fake smiles of course
Mah girls sayin she loves me but wants a divorce
This shits eating my alive inside, every night I've cried
Being faithful but she thinks I creep, real life beauty and the beast
I aint never been so soft, never felt so alone, never grown
Since she started thinkin that she'd be better off alone
Was it somethin' I forgot to supply? One too many lies?
Did I harrass her with one too many, " I can't say goodbyes"
Now shes quoting the rhyme I wrote her
I Love Her, I wanna show her
But this shits killin me, silence on the phone
I had plans to just show up at her home
But she just kept pushing me, I just couldnt take it
I knew we'd always make it, but never thought she'd fake it
I dont know what to do, if she picks up and leaves
Findin it hard to breathe, don't wanna turn into the old me
But can't resort to that 'cause I'm tryna practice what I preach
Honesty, loyalty, faithfulness, shit you can't teach
Tears hittin' the pillow 'cause we aint as strong as before
Buncha Jagged Edge tunes, wish you could hear these songs sung
But I know we in it for the long run |