Ravished My Pain by Crestfallenman

Once upon a misery, I was to shed forever,
To a concept of reality, there was to be no hope.
A place where the clouds reined, the sun never,
And all life was hanging by one rope...
Day by day, I just prayed for life to end,
Lurking inside of shadows, I had no life to live,
And I wanted all this misery to lend,
The severed scar of a bloody suicide strife...

Lest to live so alone, and so lamentfelt,
To deal with society, to deal with pain alone,
Alas, I learned to be happy, for what love dealt,
And I was to grabbed away from the dark home.
The words and care of an angel came below,
And brought me to a state, of a dream come true
I was to be delivered joyouse tears that glow,
The dark grey clouds converted skies to blue...

So what if I am pathetic, or I am losing my mind,
I don't care if this is an illness, I want it,
I can't see myself with me again left behind,
And God help me not take her love for granit.
I want to embrace this love,
I want to hold every second as it was the last,
For I don't want the misery anymore in my blood,
Please, let me finally retreat my dark past...

I beg you to make this come true,
I beg you to make this not end in pain,
And all I ask in my life to be happy, and I do,
Please, don't let me soul go again insane...
For once I can make peace with everything,
And I want it not to fade,
Please, do you think that I enjoy the suffering,
Of a fragrant depression of suicidal spades...

Never in my life, did I believe in tender,
Of this love that is surreal, and what I've felt,
I can not live with out this, heaven protect her,
The pain is gone, I think it's enough I delt...
If only this can come true,
This smile, will be ensured to place forever,
For once in my life, I know what I want to do,
But please don't take this from my heart ever...

I will give up anything,
I will devote all my time for this,
For I can not see my life with more suffering,
And I can not live upon another deadsent amiss.

There are people who believe in love,
And people that don't
But I am glad that I was to flood my blood,
For if it didn't, seconds of life to live, I won't...
A savior, sweet salvation, ended the darkest tide
An angel I believe was sent to fade my pain,
Destiney, I pray, that we are forever, not denied,
For I don't want to live in another strain...

And I fight so hard to make it happen,
Watching every single step she makes,
Making the silk distress into smoothe satan,
Doing what I have to do, despite what it takes,
For I will do this again, and again for years,
And I say this proudly and strongly from my heart
For I do not want to flutter again in tears,
And fall back into the place life once fell apart...

Mabey no one understands, and will never,
But there are two people here that do,
And this feeling I want forever,
For no one will walk the road I've been through,
And I know this by fact, because it has,
All my life I walked a pitiful road I hated so much,
And can not, I must escape this past,
And make it to that star that I long to touch...
It can or either can't, the decision is mine,
Nothing in human nature we can not do,
It is fate that leads us to that, it makes us blind,
And fate is something I will not lend this to.

Fighting hard every day, doing things I must,
Taking it step by step, with one thing on my mind
And if it is for love, the choices I make I trust,
For once I am not stubborn, delusioned, or blind.
I know what this will take time, and time will hurt
But I can not let distance and time come about,
For I must make this all work,
For there is not a second to go by to fill me doubt

I am a diffrent person, and a person I accept,
I can not live life without happiness, what I have,
I can't make it throughout that certain aspect,
And for that aspect, is there, just for me to grab,
It's not how we want it, it's how bad we want it,
It's not coming to me, I have to come foward it,
God by willing, I am ready for pain to hit,
But this is not going to make me again upset...

Im done with crying,
Im done with grieving,
Im done with my mind lieing,
And Im done with bleeding.

Im done with giving in to me,
I am done with people telling me what to do,
I am done with the despair and agoney,
It's time to reach for that person I need, you...

I've been to hell and back, and I've learned this,
It's not made me weak but stronger,
And as long as I am to travel it's amiss,
I can do it again, but not that longer,
For there is a door, a door I must reach to grab,
It's time for me to grab what I desearved,
I need not to be upset, or sad, but glad,
At the key of joy that I sampled from her...

It was not the looks,
It was not the charm,
It was not the poems that were read in books,
But it's the tears to cry in her arm,
The passion of that first kiss,
That beauty of the scars that were erased,
It was the time that I was saved from amiss,
And the times I was willing to face,
And I never will regret doing all of this,
For I can not see myself again in that shadow,
Don't let this agoney desperse this bliss,
For I shall hold this, and never let this go...