Hollow and deep thoughts of a previous night,
the horrid scene, obscene and yet a smile is seen.
The eye that sees, it slowly bleeds;
i wait and wait for my release....
a panic fright of what could be.
The night, it follows right behind my lucid dream;
a drug so crazed, my inner me now turns to slave.
I can't control it!
Slowly i believe that i can hold it,
but i can't!
I should of this....
I should of that....
I always try, but fail at last.
For this i am the slain of man,
avoiding me was what you wouldn't.
A captive held and you can't leave now,
For joining me your lives are gone,
you're one of mine, and so.......belong!