How can i be alive?
don't even have the knowledge to explain how i've survived,
always felt in existance
but now i feel distanced
for it's been a long sentence.
Often i wonder,
if you've seen the skies i've seen
have you, little or no pity?
You've killed my inner winner
killed my soul, and made me sinner
I haven't felt alive in so long,
don't know even to this day if i should go along
continue or retire,in the rain of grounds of fog
still i can't win,by means of writing a great song
there's nothing i can do to stop it,
a cruel sensation, getting on my nerve
i'm standing in a lava faucet,
coals on coals, on coals, on coals
stacked on up, and no one knows....The feeling!
wishing my mind that i was dreaming.
from all the pressure in my head,my ears are bleeding.