My world spinning
the chaos growing
am I going down
the right path?
looking for the
past in the future
I never want to lose you
though I don't know
what good it will do
trying not to weep
but still showing
I am weak
Giving peels
of what I keep
inside
the cracks in my wall
are growing
even without knowing
what they reveal
I move without
thinking, without
feeling
I am drowning
in my
tears
but refuse
to seek help
and so,
I shy away
hoping to break the
bonds before
I am gone
and ease the
pain
I know will
be coming |