Description: I know im not the only one... But a conversation with someone prompted me to write this. Especially when they said.
"It gets annoying when you talk over people. Your brain is your best offense and defense. People say ' I just hate it that she tries to be soo smart."
I try my hardest to be "smart"! No woman in my family has graduated college. And you cant be stupid and get through there... you know… If people actually knew me theyd know that I put a lot into being “smart” because its the only way I can see self worth. Boys arent interested. I dont have many friends. And im completely cuckoo when I'm relaxed.. which some people dont get. I'm tired of being labeled "smart" just because i dont waste what ive been given as thoroughly as others (I do some.. im a slacker .. but i use it more than others ). But its hard when people have stuck me into a box to claw my way out.. im sorry if it offends people. But maybe itd be nice if people got to know me before they stuck me in a box I cant get out of.
You describe the plight of all we nerds geeks losers and smarty-pantses in high school. Believe you me, it will pass. And when it comes down to it, the football players will be getting your coffee in the mornings.