Description: betrayal hurts, so hard to trust people these days.
For Only Yourself -------------------------------------------
Betrayal
The knife once again firmly implanted into my back
Didn’t even give me a chance to live
It is on my left side
Where my heart is
You could just take it out
And let me bleed
It would be a more dramatic death
No you have to leave it there
Through my shoulder blade
Don’t give me the benefit of a doubt this time
I won’t buy it
You meant this
For only yourself
So do me a favor and let me die alone
Because to die seeing your face last
Will send me way to far down below
I know it was for yourself
You would do anything to make yourself happy
Leave me behind
Let me turn to dust
Since when did you look out for me?
Was it all a fake?
What did you gain?
I don’t know but it sure does hurt
You could hurt me
Anytime
I would understand if it was for my
Good
Or for anyone elses
But you destroyed everything with your gain
Pride comes before a fall
When you fall
I will not mock you
For friends do not do that
But I will give you the pain I felt
When you put that knife in my back
this is very good, you show a lot of pain and its very sad i have been in similar situtations like this and i know how you feel, i liked it a lot and i hope you continue to write
this piece seems to reveal alot of pain and deceipt..good way to vent- the flow threw me off a lil - but i am sure in a ranting state i would throw others off as well...hope that this pain is subsiding for you and allowing joy to flow where it was...
Wow. Pain. Emotion. *Tear* I wanna know who did this to you so I can ... yell at them. You really went deep in this one. The lines:
But you destroyed everything with your gain Pride comes before a fall When you fall I will not mock you For friends do not do that But I will give you the pain I felt When you put that knife in my back