I hate your memorable smile,
I despise the way you look.
When I see you I want to hurt you,
and take back what you took.
I hate your perfect eyes,
the void is just too hard to bare.
Your fucking perfect gaze,
your ever intimidating stare.
I hate the smell you leave behind,
the smell which reminds me of you.
A breath of gutwrenching pain,
slices me through and through.
I hate your suspiciously soft hands,
and how they feel to touch.
The power to destroy my fucking life,
one touch was just too much.
I hate you for turning me into a pawn,
an accessory for you to use.
I hate you for exposing my weaknesses,
was i just that easy to abuse?
I hate you for leaving me scard,
self loathing and emotionally dead.
I hate you for tormenting me endlessly,
bitch stole the key to my head.
I hate you for making me feel like this,
enraged and full of spite.
I hate you for my endless suffering,
and the enternity which has become this night.
I hate you for giving me confidence,
window panes of false hope.
I hate you for smashing it away,
and leaving me with the shattered pieces to cope.
Most of all,
I hate you for making me wish we hadn't met,
I hate you for making me love you,
a love too disfigured to set.