How can I still be feeling this, thinking of you.
I hate these thoughts, I wish they would just leave my head.
I wish you would leave.
You ruin everything,
Everytime I think I'm over this you introduce something else.
What will it be next ....
This is the worst, you shove it in my face
and so does she.
She being the one who said it would be hard but it would be ok,
better than ok,
I would find someone new.
How could I have been so stupid,
She just wanted me out of the way.
Didn't take her long.
Well, I guess I knew she was like that.
You probably think I'm messed up for writing all this but it's you that has done this to me.
Think about the old me ... the happy one, the one that would have done anything for you.
You took that away.
I suppose there is nothing left to say to you,
You've made me feel so worthless.
I guess I hope your happy.