Description: this is about me . Something i rarely do is writing about myself and not so blunt and openely .
i hope you enjoy it
The Justice of Time -------------------------------------------
on such a rainy day
when i feel my life fading away
and everything seems it doesn't pay..
i stand here today
having something to say...
and my long way
to those i hurt i ask your forgiveness
to those i helped don't worry
to those i love i love you
to those who hurt me i forgive you
am not much in this big world...
at this moment all i have are those words..
what i'm going through now is a shifting phase..
to know myself better and establish a new base..
i'm so eager i have so many dreams
love above all is my ruling dream..
i want a house big or small..
as long as its mine that's the best of all..
money is important but i just don't care..
i still believe in alot of things that are rare..
i don't know if i deserve your love all of you
or even your respect..
i always find it more than i expect
God blessed me with all of you..
and still i consider He gave me more
than i could ever consider..
i'm weak yet strong..
i'm shy yet bold..
i'm crazy yet sane..
i guess i'm what i'm
and that's the main..
why can i see within people sometimes i ask?
it is never such an easy task..
but it happens alot to me..
it helped me alot and it set me free..
it made me learn alot.. and see alot..
i've made mistakes and i regret them..
and in the same time i don't regret them..
i've shared my thoughts for such a long time..
and wrote about them most of time..
i've never shared what i think about me except little..
but never so free..
guilty or innocent this is in your eyes..
to decide of me..
and its up to me to be me..
and learn even more and change to better..
i pray to God to forgive my sins..
i know He's there watching me..
He gave me alot for that i'm grateful
without him i'm lost..
and after that i thank you all..
for all the times and years beyond..
thank you for understanding me..
for knowing me and beeing there for me..
i guess my sorrow or grief will not change much
and i know my appologies will not bring much..
but i felt i had to say what i feel inside
this one moment..of justice of time
and in the end i ask you all to forgive me..
if i let you down.. or i heart you..
or i even let you shed a tear one day...
this is me telling you..
the justice of time are my words for you..