this is the last time
and the first time.
maybe thats why it hurts so much,
maybe thats why its so hard to breath.
this never happend before,
at least not like this.
i see your face,
your eyes closed in utter bliss.
i feel your cold breath on my neck,
your hands held tight with mine.
so far away...but so close,
whats next?
theres no more games to play, you can only go so far without going all the way.
im all used up by you,
and im waiting...
but you swear its not like the last time.
your right i guess, its not.
this time i stoped fighting it.
it felt sick the first time,but this time its different.
i wish i didnt like this, at least not so much.
im beyond help,
maybe thats why i stoped fighting it.
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