Acceptance overpowered refusal, subconsciously.
True desire, unquestioned, but unwanted briefly.
You, persisted, me, not allowing the unthinkable.
I wanted to not want it so bad, it possessed me.
I saw it with my eyes closed, blocking it out.
It had me when I wanted to not feel it.
It was unexpected.
Unhappiness, negativity, all disappeared.
Happiness, the future, flows all through me.
What I had fought against now fulfills me.
A change, in me and in life, surrounds me.
My heart, once lost, you found and hold now.
I give in, at last, my heart now free and living.
It was unexpected.
Love, without warning, completes me.
You, completing me, me allowing you to.
I now embrace it, allowing it to surround me.
I see it with eyes wide open now, and I rejoice.
I surrender; you have me, never ceasing to end.
You are a part of me; I am a part of you.
Unexpected, at first, now forever cherished.
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