So this is what ten years feels like.
When we first met, I felt so new,
now I feel so old.
I've got a few gray hairs,
a few pounds around my middle,
s few secrets that weigh down my soul.
It's like I cry even when I'm not crying.
I wear my heart like an exposed nerve,
Anything that strikes it causes pain.
I have a hole that you left
ever filling it is a dream,
and all I want to know is why.