I write because I'm not like you.
I feel too much.
I write because I'm a sadist,
and want you to feel my agony.
I want you to know the ugliness,
but I can't give too much away,
so, I take my pen
and spew forth my ache
but only a ration,
for art is born of pain,
and I hope you get a sick pleasure
from this pinprick of my hurt
when my sorrow is a sword wound.