You're coming apart inside,
Sanity's seams are ripping,
Emotions aren't real anymore,
Because everything is slipping.
Raging torrent inside,
Blurs from day to day,
Until they finally ask whats wrong,
"Nothings wrong" you say.
Won't they ever understand?
Why do they make you feel like nothing!?
You've believed them for so long,
Knowing now you failed at numbing.
They don't care if you can't cry,
But they'll care if you bleed.
But in truth, it's a substitute,
Bleeding is what you need.
"YOU ARE AND WILL ALWAYS BE NOTHING!"
It screams inside your head,
And you believe it, suprised,
To find yourself wishing you were dead.
Eyes glazed over, struggling,
To shut out all emotion.
But you feel their eyes on you,
Judging you with such devotion.
You can hear the whispers, laughter,
As you walk by, with your head down.
You glare as they stare back at you.
Alone, you try to survive, but Drown.