I've been pondering some issues
perplexing matters like, why am I wearing these rings?
how could I have become so deeply involved with you?
more importantly, why cant I straighten out these things?
Crazy is the bond that you and I share
and the emotional rollercoaster takes me for a ride everyday
it transports me so high in the heavens, and leaves me so deep in despair
when will the madness ever go away?
No matter how many ways I try to convey my feelings to you
it's like throwing all of my money down the toilet
you rearrange my words, then give me a guilt trip to timbuktu
and when it concludes, I'm desolate and disappointed.
It rips like a dagger thru my soul
and I cry with dry eyes
wondering why with you, I've lost my sense of self-control
because I know this is wrong, and I know you've lied, yet I cant seem to say goodbye
Maybe it's the madness that attracts us
we come together only to fall apart
I need stability and the ability to give you my trust
but due to the circumstances, our situation was doomed from the start.
However, I know one thing is certain
though my heart is blind, my eyes and mind are wide open
even though your mouth doesnt say much, I can comprehend what your actions are saying
and once I walk out of the door this time, I'm never entering it again.