a desparate plea to anyone listening...
it's like i'm choking on air, on nothing. i can't catch my breath and i can feel the pressure on my chest. the more scared i get the worse the pain and the hardest part is there's nothing to be scared of. i can feel a hole on the inside taking up vital space. it's using all the room i usually use for breath. it's taking over and leaving nothing behind. it creeps over my lungs squeezing air out and leaving me breathless without cause.
i'm scared. i'm afraid i'll cry at any moment and drown in my own tears. i'm afraid that if i let the tears fall, i won't be able to stop them. i'm falling and there doesn't seem to be a bottom. i'm dying and there's no one to hold my hand.
what should i do?
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Submission Name: a desparate plea...
