Drops of blood leak from my heart
as puddles of tears drip towards our part.
I miss you darling
touch tender kisses
as the razor blade embelishes in my vulnerability.
A rythmic beat jumps across my chest
I see your image, always at your best
I hear your forgotten laugh
while the blade penetrates
my eyes tightly closed
the needle and burning, easily bait.
Remembering your smile
and the names you'd call me
More than love, I hate
You, who pained my time well spent
You, who murdered my soul less content.
And here I sit, at the river end
watching my blood trickle and descend.
Seeing those eyes and hands
seeing them fade,
as the water begins to near
and my body I cannot feel.
Opening my eyes of jade
one last good bye
as I drowned
you watched over me
all the way down.