i think i'm going crazy,
locked within the walls of my mind.
my vision is hazy,
and i can't see anything of any kind.
anger clouds my vision so red,
makes me go insane.
voices screaming in my head.
causing me so much pain.
they're yelling to be heard.
but there's nothing i can do.
telling you anything would be absurd.
although i wish you knew.
i wish i could tell you what's going on
i wish you knew all the pain i'm going through
i wish you knew i feel my life is one big con
and that i feel like a failure too.
i can never do anything right
everything i do is wrong,
even though i try with all my might
my lilfe feels like a bad ock song.
singing of heartache and espair,
cloudy days and restless nights
happiness that is nonexistent, that it's rare
of pain and agony exploring nw heights.
i think i'm going crazy
locked within the walls o my mind.
my vision is hazy
and i can't see any thing of any kind.
escape into weed
escape into acid
drugs is all i need
to keep my emotions placid.
nothing like a good high
to ease the pain
i inhale the sweet scent and sigh
and watch myself go insane.
"sex, drugs and rock'n'roll"
that's what my ife has become
but it's beginning to take its toll
i can't feel anything, everything is numb
i'm screaming in my head can you hear?
i'm fighting to feel
but no one cares, no one is near.
my tears mix with the blood where i kneel.
it feels so good,
my body tells a story of pain,
like it should,
and it helps the process of going insane.
life doesn't feel worth it anymore.
the voices in my head will never go away.
they're stuck behind the door
and i'll never be okay.