is there anyone out there?
to listen,
to feel,
to hold me from the pain.
i need a friend.
i dont really have one.
not one thats true.
well, there is one.
i know she'll get mad,
if i see him again.
but my only other choice,
is to start the razor again.
i dont want to go back to that,
to that kind-of life again.
i hate covering it all up,
but i have to, to win.
to win, i mean have friends.
they dont know my pain,
they cant understand,
they havent experienced pain.
their lives are so perfect,
flawess to me.
they have money and beauty,
more then they see.
so, is anyone going to hold me?
to shield my from myself?
or is my pain to much,
to have dealt?? |