A mutual friend introduced us
And I liked you right away
I wanted to know you better
so I invited you to stay
As the days went by we grew closer
you were always by my side
when my other friends would come around
you and I would run and hide.
Together we’d go everywhere
so many places we have been
I even took you to work with me
But you were never seen.
I needed you more often
the weekends weren’t enough
so we became inseperable
Being apart was just to tough.
You helped me to forget my past
and all the pain it had inflicted
and numbness filled my broken heart
you and I were connected
When you weren’t around I longed for you
I’d keep calling out your name
and soon you would come back around
and wash away the shame.
My world would revolve around you
and I’d lose the bond that I once had
with myself, and others too
But without you I’d go mad.
All my life I have believed
That myself I could protect
But it seems that since I met you
I am the one I most neglect
I look into the mirror,
But do not see my own reflection
But traces of you all over my face
is this my direction?
Now here I am alone
and crawling on the floor
begging you to leave me
please just walk out the door.
I KNOW I can get over you
If you will just let me go.
I hate the person I’ve become
Since you first said “hello”
I miss love, happiness and ambition
I want to have them near
but they will never come around
as long as you are here.
I loved you , now I hate you
you were never my friend
you only took, you never gave
right up until the end.
Walking away from you is hard
but I know I’ll pass the test
You have nothing good to offer me
You are Crystal Meth.
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Submission Name: CRYSTAL
