The pain of living is too strong,
I would end my life now, but I am too cowardly.
If I could leave right now, I would,
My time has expired,
And I slowly feel myself fleeing away.
My mind is racing with possibility,
But my body fails to keep up.
I pray for the day I can leave it behind,
The possibilities of how are endless.
But sometimes the thought scares me,
Then I remember why and my mind is ready.
Death is coming soon,
I can feel it.
First it was weak,
But over time the feeling is more powerful,
Growing stronger everyday,
Becoming more excited,
Ready to go,
The fear is dripping away.
Calm, Strong, Ready.