Life is not a dream,
for it's the nightmare where I've been.
Life is not as seems,
for it's death, lies and cheats.
Yesterdays is where I was born,
todays I want to die.
Tomorrows never come,
so I live a lie.
Yes so I live in happiness,
is that what it seems to you?
Because my lie hides my feelings,
myself I may confuse.
Why should I asleep this nightmare,
when I can awake to heavens gate?
Fuck this world of sleeping hell,
when I die I'll be awake.