There was once no distance
We would talk, laugh, love, and hate together
I thought we were forver
I didn't think it was to end
We were busy but I still loved you
When you needed me you came strait over
And we held eachother that night
Yet just a while later
You say I used and betrayed you
And that I was never there
I cried so much and tried so hard
So hard to win you back
You forgot my birthday
And not on my or another friend's birthday
Did you care to sit with us
You always were a drifter
Going from friend to friend
But I thought it was worth it
I thought the shadow was worth the sun
No more, though
The more I watch the more my jealousy fades
There's no use pinning after you any more
I see you and I don't like what I see
I see you fading away from yourself.
I felt so bad about loosing you.
But now I realize what I loved
Was never there
Not to stain are memories
You were my friend
My sister
My blood
But now you choose to cut our ties
With the bluntest sword
I hope you find your hapiness
I hope you know I still love
But more than anything
I hope you find yourself. |