what will hurt the most?
saying something and wishing i hadnt?
or saying nothing and wishing i had?
i guess the most important things,
are the hardest things to say.
should i be afraid to tell him i love him?
if i do, he might break my heart,
but if i dont, i might break his.
should i hide my feelings?
i dont want to lose what we have,
but what if we could have so much more?
i want to love him with all i have,
but hes too afraid to let me.
should i deny my feelings?
i know he doesnt care for me,
the way i care for him.
its possible he may not even care for me at all.
why am i afraid of caring too much?
ive got to take a chance,
put mind over matter.
ive got to find the courage,
to close my eyes and jump in the dark,
knowing that i may fall flat on my face,
and have to get up smiling.
ill probably have to do it again tomorrow.