i am by myself, in a crowded house.....
in my bathroom, no im not going to die...
a fate i believe is worse than death,
the thought of the truth has stolen my breath.
my arms around my knees, waiting for a reply,
to the question all know, why???
then im on my feet, who is it there? who could it be?
whats the face thats staring back at me?
look at it too, take a long hard glare,
and find my answer, nothing is there.
looking at the hollow nothing, no reflection,
what is this? this must be a deception!!!
after the disbelief, has swept me away,
i look closer staring all day.....
this makes no sense, what have i done?
i do not exist, no soul, none.
this means im nothing and i am no one,
should i scoff, or cry, or scream or run?!
but now i understand, i realize this now,
i realize why i realized how.
i know why im no one and nothing at once,
because its my fault, i trust.
i let it slip away i let it all go,
i stood idly by, no im alone.
now all is calm and inside i am not,
when everything fades, im easily forgot.....
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Submission Name: who am i?
