Description: All about my ex girlfriend. There is no anger, so find the other base of my emotion. Its uselessness. And I hate it ever-so-much. But its what we have to do to get along with life.
When I Care, I Don't Care... -------------------------------------------
Playing with fire.
Its not something, traditionally one should do.
But then again, poking the fire
and making it hotter by the second
has become immensely popular
with you.
I can only take as much as I know I can
but you keep pushing me to my limits
when I care
I don't care.
Frozen in ice, forever suspended by time
I will ALWAYS regret leving you behind
and then watch you exceed me in everyway possible.
I wanted to make it up
I wanted to start over
but your view of a foundation wasn't real
just pigmentated inside my mind
onto paper, in which I gave to you.
but then again
its MY imagination.
Why should you have any
if you don't want it.
But everyone has clouded each other
and I'm not going to be who you expect me to be.
What you thought you knew,
won't ever be available
unless you absolutaly need it.
But when will that be?
When you're passed out on something
that you had no clue whats in it
because you like the guy that uses them.
Sure, become a pothead with him.
Its alright for him. But you? No.
when I care
I don't care
but, you know I will care
even when I don't care
so you continue to push me still.
Just tell me what you're REALLY
really thinking.
Don't hold back.
Break my heart to a thousand pieces if you have to
just get it out.
and don't lose any pieces.
This time. I don't want anything of you to linger in my heart.
It'll only bring me back crawling for more.
and who would want that?
Certainly not me.
Powerful, and awesome. I'm listening to music at the same time,and it's running in unison, especially cuz I am in a sucky mood today, but I'd have to explain it to you!
This is very powerful as of emotion, you captured the whole idea and I was intensified in it all. I felt that I could really connect to it and felt all the feelings you had felt just by your words. Good work Keep it up you should check out some of my poems. -Love always Christina
I like this, very true. The flow seems to get a little off at the end (but it might just be how I am reading it) I hope whatevers bothering you passes by. And your right, it is something we have to deal with in life...its a shame though. Cuz when you think about it, its prolly taken so many lives. Uselessness..is..useless. I think I am rambling a bit now..anyways. This was a nice write and I hope you keep it up.
Im not sure what to say about this...So Im not going to say anything at all but...Keep writing...Life will pass you by without you even knowing it...so never have a dull moment as long as you live