she was your first, and you hers
and who knows, maybe you'll be mine
and there's nothing I can do except
just tell you that's it's fine
but it's secretly kills my heart within
that she has a part of you i can never have
sometimes i wonder why you would want
to travel down my inexperienced path
i don't want you to feel guilty
that you shared yourself with her
I don't want to seem the type
that's paranoid and unsure
but secretly it hurts me
but I can't bare to show it
and secretly I keep my thoughts to myself
and you will never know it
sometimes when we're together
I see her at a glance
and I pray to God to turn back time
and give me another chance
I have nothing against this girl
I know she's your past and amazing
but I can't control my heart
and stop it's ranting, and it's raving
So I go on with my life with you
but my heart silently screams,
baby you will never know
your ex is my worst enemy |